Susan Ann (Marzian) Deleon

Well tomorrow is yet another Birthday I don't get to talk to you and hear your voice :( I wish the pain would ease sis Life is so different without you here,I don't think tomorrow will ever get any easier for me nor any of the family. I miss you so much, Your kids are all grown up your grandchildren are all beautiful as i see in pictures. Your daughters are all amazing mothers,I pray that one day we will all be a family again I miss & Love them all so very much. We have all drifted apart living our own lives which we are suppose to do but the way i see it we are all still supose to be apart of each others lives but it seems like with time things have changed in this cruel world we all live in, I just pray they all always know I miss & Love them very much. Do me a favor and continue to watch over all of us in our family as we all need or Angel......Help us to one day become the family we are ment to be :) I Miss & Love you more then anyone will ever know.Love You Sis You are in my heart and on my mind Till we see each other again Hugs & Kisses tomy Sister Sue

Well here it is almost 6 years since god called you to heaven,I had so much i wanted to say sis but now that i am here all i can do is think about all the great times we had in life as a family.Only if you  were still here maybe just maybe our family would be the family we once were.You watch over all of us i know and sis i am sorry for everything i have done wrong in life when you were here and since you have been gone.I am doing my best to stay outta everyones life cause i seem to be the big mouth lmao think of that me a big mouth the one that just can't sit back and keep her mouth closed!Well since thats off my chest your kids are all grown up Bubba is handsome as ever and i hear mean as heck lol wonder were he got that from? Sarah is a beautiful women and a wonderful mother to your 2 beautiful grandbabies.Sherry is gonna be a mom again i heard and she is just as beautiful as always and them grandbabies are getting big and just as beautiful and she is a great mother also,Ruby is also an amamingly beautiful women too and your grandson is handsome as ever she is also a wonderful mother your 4 Babies are all grown up and you would be very proud and I KNOW YOU ARE...Sue I miss so many things about you your smile your voice your meaness lol My late night phone calls i miss the most.....I Love You SIS Till We Meet Again Love Always Your SIS Helen

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE...WOW THE BIRTHDAY"S I CAN REMEMBER US HAVIN TOGETHER WISH YOU WERE HERE SO WE COULD DO IT AGAIN...MISS & LOVE YOU SO MUCH SIS...LOVE YOU

I remember meeting you for the first time @ kathys, we laughed, I remember you and your sister giving each other looks, the kind of looks that only sisters share, I knew you were accepting of me when you cussed at me for something and then smiled, oh yeah I told you u look just like you mother, its was so funny, never the Less, I miss you bushels sis!

MY SUSIE

 IT HAS BEEN FOUR LONG YEARS AND NOT A DAY GOES BY THAT I DONT THINK OF YOU AND MISS YOU I WILL CHERISH THE LAST THREE DAYS I HAD WITH YOU YOU ARE MISSED SO VERY MUCH BY YOUR FAMILY ALL OUR FACE BOOK PICTURES ARE OF YOU WE ALL LOVE YOU SO MUCH YOU ARE NO LONGER IN PAIN  AND ARE WITH ANOTHER PERSON WHO LOVES YOU DEARLY WATCH OVER ALL OF US SUE TILL WE MEET AGING IN YOUR NEW HOME LOVE YOU MOM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SUE....I HOPE THIS DOES NOT BOTHER ANYONE....I AM GONNA GET DRUNK TONIGHT AND CELEBRATE SUE'S BIRTHDAY CAUSE I KNOW IF SHE WERE HERE THATS WHAT SHE WOULD BE DOING....I PROMISE I WILL TRY NOT TO GET SICK...LOL   I MISS YOU SUE SO MUCH I WISH YOU COULD JUST CALL ME DRUNK ONE MORE TIME IT WOULD REALLY MAKE MY DAY...I LOVE YOU AND THINK OF YOU ALL THE TIME....SHINE BRIGHT TONIGHT I WILL BE LOOKING UP AT THE STARS AND I WANNA SEE YOU...LOVE YA

 SUE

 HELEN COULD NOT HAVE EXPRESSED ANY BETTER AS TO HOW OUR FAMILY  IS AT THIS POINT I ONLY  YOU CAN SPEAK TO GOD AND HELP  US TO BECOME A FAMILY AGAIN  I KNOW DEEP DOWN WE ALL LOVE EACH OTHER BUT WE NEED TO SPEAK TO EACH OTHER MORE OFTEN PLEASE HELP US  TO DO THIS LOVE AND MISS YOU VERY MUCH MOM

Sue as i sit here tonight thinking of this day 3 years ago...My emotions are getting the best of me tonight.I just want you to know how much i miss you sis..I find myself thinking of our childhood so much latley..You know i can remember so many good times in our lives..We all know we had some bad times too but hell everyone does.Sue when i think of the day you left and went to Heaven as our Angel I get so mad!!! I get angry because God took you from all of us...We still need you in our lives.I chatted with Sherry about a week ago,She is doing really great...I don't talk to them as much as i would like to we all have our own lives and thats what hurts the most sis.We are a family that has grown so far apart that none of us even know each other anymore!!! I belive me and kathy are about the only 2 that have an everyday contact with each other..That will never change.I talk to mom and danny and lorie every once in awhile but not like i should..I have talked to bobby a few times in the last 2 weeks he is sick...(cancer) but thank god his can be takin care of.You Know I so Want To ask you to do me a favor sue.PEASE WATCH OVER OUR ENTIRE FAMILY WE AL NEED YOU TO.WE HAVEN'T BEEN A TRUE FAMILY IN YEARS AND I MISS THAT SO MUCH!!!! YOU KNOW I HAVE MADE SOME MISTAKES IN MY LIFE AS FAR AS MY FAMILY GOES BUT ONE THING I CAN SAY IS I AM A MOTHER-- A DAUGHTER --A SISTER-- AND A GRANDMOTHER .I AM ALSO SOMEONES BEST FRIEND.YOU KNOW THIS MIGHT NOT MAKE MUCH SENSE TO A FEW PEOPLE THAT READ THIS BUT WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY IS ((( fAMILY))) SHOULD BE EVERYTHING TO EVERYONE..NOT MONEY NOT WHAT YOU HAVE BUT FAMILY!!! SUE I JUST WANTED TO TALK TO YOU FOR AWHILE AND ALWAYS KNOW THAT I AM THINKING OF YOU AND MISS AND LOVE YOU VERY MUCH...LOVE ALWAYS AND FOREVER (( HELEN))

SUE WHEN MY PHONE RINGS LATE AT NIGHT I ALWAYS THINK OF YOU.WISHING AND HOPEING YOU WILL BE ON THE OTHER END CALLING ME TO FUSS AT ME FOR NOT HAVIN THE TIME TO COME SEE YOU OR CALL YOU.I MISS YOU SO MUCH SIS.LOVE YOU ALWAYS AND FOREVER HELEN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

 HAPPY 43RD BIRTHDAY MY DARLING DAUGHTER

 I LOVE AND MISS YOU SO VERY MUCH

MY ANGEL IN HEAVEN

LOVE YOU VERY MUCH      MOM

Happy Fourth Of July Sue.We Miss You.

I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU WERE BORN YOUR BROTHER WANTED A BABY SISTER SUSIEQ BECAUSE THAT WAS HIS FAVORITE SNACK AND BEHOLD YOU WERE A GIRL. WE HAD MANY GOOD DAYS AND MANY BAD DAYS BUT WHATEVER IT WAS I STILL LOVED YOU VERY MUCH YOU HAD A BAD TEMPER BUT WE ALL GOT USED TO IT AND AUGHED AT SOME OF  THE THINGS YOU DONE

YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE WITH GOD NO MORE PAIN AND SUFFERING

 

I remember when i came to the hospital,when you were sick and you looked at me and said what the are you doing here. I looked at you and said well i heard you were sick and you said no i ant either.so you can take youself right back to alabama.you know i really miss you being so mean sis.you know when we were younger we did alot of great things together like Jim said the salvation army was great times and i loved living on montana,we had some great times there too.Franisco was cool too.But the best thing that has happened to me in my life was and is having you as my sister.Love Helen                                                      P.S.Remember All The Snow!!!

 Hey I remember the times we were all at the Salvation army church at the vacation Bible school that's a long time ago, but we had some good time there. I wish sometime we could go back to the good old days and not have to worry about anything.